So, my morning was long, and lame, and lazy mostly. I hate being like that.
I had work at 6.. and literally accomplished zilch short of feeding myself before I had to run out the door as not to be late.
Work was packed, so busy, it was fantastic. I love working, it keeps me sane.
Tomorrow I set an alarm, so I will get up early. I am not going to do this to myself anymore. I need to get on with living and doing the things I want to do and love doing. It really isnt that difficult, I just need to flip the switch in my brain. And I am doing just that. FLIP! NO more. I am going to be who I want to be and do the things I want to do, starting NOW. Which means, Im going to go brush my teeth, drink a large glass of water and go to sleep.
Goodnight and hello tomorrow!
You sound like my brain. This uncomfortable frustration with doing nothing.
ReplyDeleteI hope you stick to it, or find tricks to keeps you on track.
I've tried so many time to turn my life around.
Just remember that tomorrow is a new day.
What kinds of things to you aspire for?
Lol, I sound like MY brain! I literally hate myself for living that way. Today was MUCH better... see new post. I signed up for a weight lifting class so I can be physical and enjoy the endorphins and muscles that come with that. I just want to be one of those bright and shiny happy people, and I know I am that way, its just a matter of choosing that route every morning when I wake up.
ReplyDeleteGehhha..seriously I think our brains are sync-ed. I think underneath us all we're happy bright healthy people, it's just a matter of choosing to be that person or not. Keep in mind, you are EXACTLY the person you WANT to be..think about it and it makes 100 million % sense.
ReplyDeleteI've thought about signing up for some kind of exercise lessons (there's ONE Yoga studio in my town) but I hesitate to spend the money on it! I really should just budget it in though, it's like a small price to pay for an optimal self..ya know?